Thursday, January 11, 2024

Another Awkward Position

      Well, the Calvins’ show went great. There were a lot of people there! We got there a little early, close to 8 for a 9 start time, and we were like: “Alright, there’s a good amount of people in here.” And the people just kept coming! I should back up a bit. Originally there were 5 acts on the bill. Cochinas Locas were supposed to start at 8:30, and us at 9:15. Earlier in the week They had asked us if we’d go on first, because their drummer didn’t get off work until 8:30. That seemed suspicious. We’ve known the line-up for a little while, and there seemed adequate time to make arrangements. I know things happen, but I also know sometimes people try to improve their slot with shenanigans. We said we didn’t want to change. Then one of the other local acts decided to drop the gig, so there was extra time. So instead of the original start time, Cochinas Locas would start at 9, and us at 9:45. Not that big of a deal. Apparently, a lot of people were there to see them. I had never heard of them. At first, I was put off by how late they started. They didn’t even start setting up until 9! Then, it seemed like the singer/guitar player didn’t know how to use her equipment. Someone had to help her! I thought: “Oh great, this has ‘suck’ written all over it.” They finally got their sound together, a little late, but no big deal. They were actually okay. She could really sing. The crowd was pumped. We went on, and the place was still packed. People were going ape shit. We recognized a lot of people, but to our knowledge, we did not bring that many people. I think only about 10 were “friends” of ours, and a few scenesters, other than that I don’t know how they knew who we were. But they loved it. Someone actually came up and took our set list!

     Come to find out, it was some kind of rock girl show. The “headliners” were an all-girl band from Arizona. We were the only band that did not have a female singer, and no females in the band. It didn’t seem to matter, but I wonder how we got on an almost all women show. We were definitely more testosterone driven than the rest of them. It was noticeable. When I checked social media, I could not believe how many pictures we were in. People we don’t even know posting pictures of us! It was wild. A very good show. Although we fell apart half-way through our last song. Then we decided to start again, and fell apart again. Oh well, it’s punk rock, and no one seemed to care. I have since discussed with the guys what we could have possibly done, and it was received with humility. I have JoZ practice tonight. I’m stoked. It has been a month since we’ve seen each other. It should be Eruption practice, but the drummer is still healing from his car accident. I’m not sure what to do. We got offered a show a little bit ago, and I had to turn it down, because of his injuries. And then, the other day, we got offered a pretty good gig on March the 2nd. I asked if he thought he might be ready by then, and he said he didn’t know. You don’t know if you’re a month out from being able to practice?! It’s disheartening. I’ve never been through whiplash, and I know it can be serious, but still, what do I do? Just keep waiting? It’s been 4 months, and he doesn’t have any idea if he’ll even be close in 6 months. That means a whole lot more JoZ. Which is fine, but at the same time, we want to be doing other things. At least I think we do. I’m going to have to have a serious talk with the other guys tonight, to kind of see where they’re at.

     I have another drummer in mind, but it might feel weird. He just lost his bass player. Our mutual friend Mario passed away New Year’s Day! What a bummer. Saturday, we went to visit with his wife and some of our friends. It was sad. It’s weird seeing all of my friends crying. He was a talented musician, and knew a lot of talented musicians, I couldn’t believe how many people were there. So, because Eruption’s drummer doesn’t seem to like to play that much, I’ve been thinking about this other drummer for a little while. And now that drummer has no band. Times like these are when my mind starts to wonder: Is this divine intervention? Is this the opened window to a seemingly closed door? I have to talk to the guys. Even if it’s just for some fun. The drum machine can be fun, but that’s not what we got in this to do. So, I feel I’m in an awkward position, and I’m about to ask my bandmates if they want to join this awkward position. I feel weird asking another drummer in if we’re not going to gig. We’re fine not gigging that much. But I would feel weird asking some one to join a band that doesn’t really want to play that much. Although taking the extra time with the songs, with a new drummer, might inspire people. I would also feel weird bringing in someone, and letting them know “It’s only until our drummer is ready to come back.” Although, having someone sitting in might be the motivator to help people heal quicker. I don’t know. This is where I’m at right now. I know the last time I saw our guitar player, he said we may have to have a “big conversation” about what’s going on. Tonight may be that conversation. I hope so, I don’t want to “kick anyone out,” but I also don’t want to be sitting around waiting, while opportunities pass us by. We’re not getting any younger, and we don’t know if he’ll ever be “ready.”

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